February 12, 2013

I Don't Deal With You Anymore

{Photos by LoveK; wearing Club Monaco shirt, vintage fur coat, BCBG leggings}

I don't deal with you anymore.

You make me feel judged when I'm being myself.

You are only there when it suits you: "I got no plans, let's hang out" "You're sad? Well I'm out, talk later".

You hurt me and let others hurt me, and when I fight back you say I'm being unreasonable.

You talk the talk then go MIA when it's time for delivery; Talk is cheap, mofo.

You make me feel insignificant. You publicly put me down and think you're being funny.

You're selfish. You don't support me, my job or my passions, and you expect me to be 100% supportive of you.

You're self absorbed. You do and say whatever it is convenient and don't consider how it would affect me.

You only see me as someone who do stuff for and with you rather than as an individual.

And even after I say all these things, you still won't think I'm talking about you. That's how self absorbed you are.

Hence I don't deal with you anymore.

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” - Marilyn Monroe